Venting session.

We were standing in the hallway, the girl that lives on the opposite side of the hallway  from where my room is and I. She was complaining about all the other neighbors and said that she wants to move (YES she want to move!). She told me she for example finds it annoying that the really friendly neighbor we have, that lives above me and always helps me out with everything, talks to her when he sees her. She literally said: 'I don't to talk to him because he's not my type of person.'

She asked me if I have time to collect a package for her that she's expecting next week because she thinks the other people in the building are stealing her stuff. Seriously, why would they steal her stuff? They never steal any of my stuff.

I told her I won't be here next week and told her why I hadn't been here the passed week. She said: ' Your life sounds so great!' and she then continued complaining about the neighbors and her job. She asked what kind of job I have, so I told her about my job, that I love, and she told me about her job. We practically do the same thing. We both work in the catering. 'Wauw, your job sounds so much better than mine, mine is really boring! I really want to quit. I really can't stand it!'





 I've just arrived home and even now I can hear her complaining about someone and I can hear her saying: 'I just want to kill him!' So if anyone is found dead tomorrow, she did it!

Ok, she probably had a bad childhood, but that doesn't mean you have to keep wearing that negative vibe throughout your whole life. If she's not screaming, she's either crying or laughing hysterically, or cursing other people very loudly or singing out very loud and when I ask her why she has to be so loud all the time she replies: 'I have to let things out!'

Ok, so sometimes you have to let things out, preferably not after 1 A.M unless you live all by yourself in a forest surrounded by nothing but trees (that wear earplugs). Sometimes you need to vent some negativity and let some fresh clean air in.  That's normal. That's human. See, this is me venting. Everyone vents in a different way. I need to write this down because I can't tell her this in her face because I'll probably end up as the next one on her list of people to kill.

But what can possibly be so bad that you need to let it out ALL THE TIME?

I just find it very weird and almost upsetting how 1 person can be so full of negativity.
You attract what you expect. You can't live a positive life with a negative mind!
So..
Stop hating.
Stop saying that you don't want to talk to people, because they're not "your kind of people..." I don't want to be your "kind of people" if other people aren't " your kind of people ". Don't box me in when your boxing other people out.

Stop cursing on everyone and everything. I guess you probably got used to the disgusting taste you must have in your mouth from cursing all day.

Stop blaming everyone for the things that go wrong in your life. It's not their fault. (Who's the one living your life, you!)

Just stop your constant complaining and start looking at things in a different way, a more positive way. and then maybe you'll feel less bad about your life.

It's not the way it is. It's the way you think about it, the way you see it.