I'm a T-rex. I'm invincible!

I don't know how I come across to you,
but I deal with monsters too. We all face different monsters but I  think all of us do.



My monsters have arisen from the fertile soil of all those times I was not treated right. Of all those times it hurt, all those times I cried and of all those times I allowed the broken pieces of my heart to be swept underneath the rug as if my feelings didn't matter much.

Now I just have to deal with these monsters. They run across my thoughts, bomb away at my self-esteem, rob me of my smile, bring pain to my heart and tears in my eyes and seem to bite away at my skin with delight.
These monsters scare me into dark holes and anywhere else I can hide, sometimes.

Fortunately these monsters aren't always present, only sometimes. And fortunately I have decided not to give in to these monsters. I try to fight them and whatever I do I try not to feed them with unrealistic thoughts and everything I can make up. I try not to feed them with negative thoughts, that aren't necessarily based on something. Because I know that when I give in to my insecurities, that these monsters will consume me.

My insecurities are overwhelming sometimes. Sometimes they jump on me out of the blue, but no matter what they do I won't let them win. I will keep fighting these monsters. These monsters are nothing compared to me. I'm bigger than my monsters and I'm stronger than my monsters. I will overcome these monsters, because I'm a T-rex and I'm invincible!